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33 rpm
(2000; portions re-recorded and re-edited 2001)
VHS; 3:32
in a life of habit, daily ritual and nightmarish acts all follow one obsessive track







"I had this dream..."


record static cycles over and over, beneath a hypnotic voice-over...




"...where I was trying to remember how many people I had killed."

images shift...driving over a road at night...abandoned shoes twisting in the wind...a figure tossing and turning in bed...


"More than the experience...was the...impact of having done something that couldn't be taken back."


"Sometimes we don't think about what we're doing while we're doing it..."

...an alarm clock goes off... dream images of driving at night flash while awakening...




"It's all a question of habit, isn't it?"


morning rituals repeat...water running at the sink...pouring cereal...water running at the sink...




"Just something we become used to doing."


...watching a night pedestrian...




"Our lives tend to follow the track that they're set in..."

...the static continues...




"...then it's too late..."


...a lone woman at the window...abandoned shoes dangling in the night...




"Habit becomes ritual..."


...pouring lotion...grabbing a watch...




"...ritual becomes habit."



...buttoning a shirt...straightening a tie...




"In dreams, you don't question what you're doing...It's as if...there's a set of constants that you take for granted...as if it made sense..."






"We don't think about what we're doing...while we're doing it."






"Only later when...the consequences have sunk in."

...the ash falls...




"Then it's too late."


...the woman at the window...the road at night, tumbling forward...the shoes dangle on the wire...







...the record player is turned off and the static finally stops...a background buzz remains...



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